so i come and get active back on DA again, and expect to see the number of deviations and other things by other people to go up a bit. it's barely budged. it's like most people are out on vacation or something D;... honestly, that's a bit depressing for me. it used to be so lively. has DA become that bad over the past few years?



anyhoo, that whole ordeal that happened last time with that one person, it feels like it's fading, almost like it never happened. and, the atmosphere of the gaia guild has definitely become less hostile and things seem to be proceeding smoothly. the guild seems to be more fun, now that the source of the problems is no longer there. though i feel i've scared some of my friends and they don't want to talk to me as much anymore. i guess i tried to get a little too close to them for their comfort ^^". but that's not going to hinder me from doing art and tormenting sinjin 83



i also talked to my bf a bit. he said he'd visit the guild after he gets his laptop fixed, since his brother keeps screwing up the computers. seriously, if i were there i would most likely smack his brother over the head for repeating the same mistake twice. that kid downloads things off of limewire and then 'BAM!', computer gets annihilated with a virus. of course i also heard that they don't use anti-virus *sits back*... it's funny---i prefer being inside and surrounded by tech, and my bf prefers the outdoors. i don't know how we're going to make it when we finally see each other. he's probably going to want to travel outside a lot. ..if it's going to be every day i'm going to die D;