So I was ready to go to bed, then I hear my mom having a phone convo downstairs.. Being the paranoid person that I am, I decided to stand by my door to listen (yus, sound does carry up that far, quite clearly). My mom had a 20-30 minute phone conversation talking negatively about me. That, coming from my mom wasn't too surprising since I have a pretty shaky relationship with my parents. But that, coming from my brother, was what shocked me.

A few days ago I had a phone convo with my brother, and he was telling me how to do things, to support me...something a caring sibling would do. Then earlier today with the phone call between my mom and bro, instead of the convo stopping after a few sentences as I expected since I thought he would live up to that advice he gave me, it continued on for 20+ minutes.

Guess who just earned himself a spot on my hate list? 8'D Oh yah, he's not going to see any amicable attitude from me any time soon.

Right now I'm so livid that I can feel the blood pumping with each heart beat, to my head. My head also feels fuzzy. Mmm--yah..pulsating marshmallows...that's what it feels like.

It was a great way for ripping out my motivation to do my work. If my mom was aiming to nail me in some way intentionally, she succeeded.

But I'm sure you've experienced this too, with someone talking behind your back and then feeling angry about it after listening in on the conversation.